Thursday, February 24, 2011

Going Out Tonight

I can't believe it but I finally feel well enough to go out with my husband tonight.  I'm nervous because I'm meeting a bunch of his friends from work which I have never met before but I'm also excited.  We are heading into New York City so it should be a good night but I've got these irrational fears that make no sense.  Since I'm on high doses of prednisone, I've got the lovely moon face so I'm very self-conscience of that and even though I'm watching my eating and joined the gym there is nothing I can do about my "round" face.  Then I wear a wig because I have lost most of my hair due to the Lupus so I worry that they will either notice it is a wig or it will fall off or something.  I know that these are completely irrational but since it has been so long since I have been out with "new" people that I'm a nervous wreck.  I'm super excited but also super nervous.

1 comment:

  1. I think all your fears are valid...I'd be the same way! But I am certain none of the things you're thinking will really happen!

    Here's to a fun...relaxing...stress free...feel good night!!! Give us an update tomorrow of how it went!